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04:59pm 22/04/2008
 
 
pikkonpuar9866
Ohla anyone, everyone, noone...any ways today's been odd, broke up with Alena, she was sad but she's happy now and we're still friends, rejected Chelsey and Jessica, don't like them that way, and my pants fell down in science class...pretty good day if you ask me. Anyways I can't see why I'm so happy but I am? Oh well, I live on it ^_^
mood: creatively amazing and crazy
 
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Life as a pre suiside...  
07:21pm 05/04/2008
 
 
pikkonpuar9866
Faith broke up with me cause she couldn't handle me finding out that she cheated on me with two Texas guys in London, crazy but true. Iv'e seen pictures from my friend Chrono who went with the group. Kills me but I'll live, anyways I geuss she'll find happiness somewhere...or mabey not, she might end up like her mother if she keeps this up:confused, paranoid, cheated on, cheater, and mostly alone...anyways I'll heal like I always do, she of'caorse broke her promise to remain my friend but that may or may not change when I show up at her school next year, on;y one way to find out...so anyone who reads this just know I won't kill myself over it, I'm still hurt but, I'll be fine sooner or later, so I geuss this is the end of this entry, later...
 
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This night...  
10:48pm 07/03/2008
 
 
pikkonpuar9866

I drove down to the mall, everyone made fun of my uneasy driving skills and though it torchored me I didn't 'KILL' any of them...I wouldn't anyways, their actually alright. When we got to the mall we went and bought tickets to see 10,000BC, after we bought the tickets we hurried over to the neon mini put they had...that place was so fun, I loved it. And after we mini putted we watched the movie.10,000 BC was an awsome movie, I'm gonna buy it the day it comes out on DVD. Later that night we went to a restraunt of some sort, I forget the name... oh well, but anyways I can't wait till we do it again.  

mood: calm calm
 
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Whatever today is...  
04:39pm 03/03/2008
 
 
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Yeah I know It's not healthy to be depressed and whatnots, but I have to say or write something to become happy again. I was reading Faith's LiveJournal and some other ones from other peoples and I realize they all talk about that "really hot guy" or The"Extremely Hott Friends" and I've come to notice that no one ever feels that way about me... I know that there's always someone hotter than me and that someone always seems to show up, of coarse there's not really a reason for me to ask anyone on how I look cause they'll either call me crazy or stupid or something that bothers me like that. And If not, they tell me what I want to hear even though I can tell it's a lie. I've never been called hot or sexy or anything that made me feel like someone thought I was the best just because the person thought so. Why am I so stupid, I hate how I seem to always find a reason to be down, I use to always find a reason to be happy but that changed years ago.  But I know I'll find my reasons for happyness. Faith is the main one, she makes me smile and makes me feel like someone cares that I exist, It's one of the reasons I love her so much. 

"If one scheme of happiness fails, human nature turns to another; if the first calculation is wrong, we make a second better: we find comfort somewhere

My comfort comes from her, so in no time I'll be able to always see the good in all bad.
mood: depressed depressed
 
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Today, duhhh  
06:09pm 29/02/2008
 
 
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Today I have made a Live Journal, and this ofcoarse is my first entry. Today has been pretty cool, my mom got me enternal today, she called me 5 minutes before class was over to see if I was still in school.Afterschool I asked my dad for the car and then I headed to Cameron, {don't ask me wheather it's up or down from my house I never know for sure}. And I pretty much just started my Live Journal up and started this first entry,  so I'm gonna cut this to an end and you'll hear from me next entry...Later...

mood: productive
 
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